once againg another month. FUck , i keep meaning to type in this thing but i just never get around to it. BUT now i have time because im hung over and decided to take off of school.  unusual circumstances, i know. In reality i wanted to go to school today and shove it in everyones hostile faces, but they can barely put up with me on a normal day. (i figured i could give them a break.)

Last night was one of truth and dissapointment. The sad thing is i actually remember everything so i cant even play it off with the excuse "i was blacked out" I must now go offer candy bars to all those who so willing put up with me. IM SUCH I DICK!  I RUINED THE FUCKING MOVIE!!!! aside from that everything came out. and i mean everything. You name it and i said it. but it wasnt the kind of thing thats ridiculous, they were actually fucking thoughts. making it even worse.

instead of me going into details of my tortured child hood im just going to say that i saw someone who was part of all that. and i forgave him because he made me the person i am (a very kick ass indivdual if i do say so myself.) Hes not a bad guy now that i think about it. so that it , thats what my  fucking life is summed up. NO LOSE ENDS it all comes back to bite me (FUCKS SHTIS ASSS BITCHSa;kshdf;ajdhfadhfa;jfhalkfja;gfa;nf[9afaniuagaugn.kajg9ahgrkanfaivadmadfljfgairfakjfhaishfiiuhjkhbljhbuogjhbjgjghjljgouygkjhbviyre0_)

just needed to get that out ttfn ta ta for now.
Tom

Sooo its been about a month, longer if dont dont consider that last peice of shit an entry. Tonight also happnes to be the last day of the play...... and i trust all of you are comming to see it. (if you dont horrors will be brought upon you like there is no tomorrow) Today (coinceidentially) is also the first day of swim practice........ needless to say, im more than a little burnt out. and the emotion i can really come up with is.....................jfa afjakrm,la;lfk jiwoaafalkdmioain iajfalkf. (ok so thats not really an emotion bear with me.) I think ill go now and get food.

ttfn ta ta for now

tom

I JUST WANT TO SAY JEEZ LUEWEEZE!

Home cumming (hehehe) is today and its not going to pleasnt. Or is will be pleasnt. Either way its going to suck.

Now im double timing it. Xanga and myspace, its a combonation that only choclate and peabutter can beat.

Speaking of junk food, I highly suggest buying the pop secret extra butter (with real butter) because as i was pulling it out of the microwave, the butter actually spilled out of the bag. IT WAS SO GOD DAMN AMAZING!!!

I figure by the end of this year i will either have no friends (thats not a complaint) or ill have a small group of friends thats HARDCORE! ( i dont know how that fits in but im using it and if any of you say diffrent ill have to do somthing so horrible that the slightest thought of it will be all i have to do to you to be tortured. damn im good)

If anyone is reading this who goes to "shows" then this is for you. 

STOP! well you dont really have to stop. but ill tell you right now that unless you are a specfic way, then your a walking contradiction. (with that in mind i have recently started going to shows) (for tips and tricks read my book, "your not as good as i am. Dont feel bad, no one is. NOT EVEN ME!") but if you really want to know why then ask and i will take time out of my life to explain it.

TTFN ta ta for now, tom

I am one neglictfull little xanga owner. If this xanga were a dog, it would be dead from starvation. Thak god its just an inanimate object that cannot eat or drink or feel. WHEEEW thats a load off of my mind.

College is stupid, not for the reasons that i normally talk about, but because it make people suck. Well most people. There is the exception of the person that will never suck or the person who already sucked. *sigh*.

also im tired of the whole dating thing, im done, its over, who cares. There is more pressure put on a person to seek out someone, rather than to find them. Seeking out someone to spend the rest of your life with is stupid, it sounds too much like hunting. (what the hell are you going to do with your partner once you find them, shoot them and then eat them? YOU SICKEN ME!) Besides there is always the great chance that the person you have sought out, isnt really seeking YOU out. Its a vicious cycle and it needs to end. (just like getting married)

I have a temporary solution (because you cant bash something and then give it advice to get better.) SO PEOPLE OF EARTH, TELL EVERYONE WHAT YOU ACTUALLY FEEL ABOUT THEM!!! that way no one wastes their time with anything unnessary.

NOW GO START THE REVOLUTION! (dont worry you havent started and in the past so im not holding it to you to start one now. (you lazy assholes))